I am so lazy... I spend hours and hours in this chair tweaking my blogs, for what? Do y'all really care if my sidebar image is a scroll or flowers? Probably not. Meanwhile my house is a wreck! I just can NOT make myself finish unpacking and putting away. I want to... I want my house to look like this...
{simple, uncluttered, soft tones, clean, calming, serene}
but nope, it looks like this...
{cluttered, unkempt, random things all over the floors, not calming at all, we can't even eat at our dining room table! I am so embarrassed.}
And I just can't make myself do anything about it. We don't live in filth or anything; I still maintain the house... but I could be doing so much more. Even one hour a day would have had me finished months ago but no. I'm too lazy. Why can't I just get up and do it?! Why do I only get that burst of cleaning energy once a month when we change out my birth control? I can't go off the BC if it's what is making me so depressed... we aren't ready for a second child and truthfully, I barely made it through the last pregnancy. My body can't handle the increased blood pressure and blocked insulin again so soon. How do I fight these hormonal urges to sulk and get in there and clean!? *sigh* Once a month is not enough to get this done.
